Have you done things that you yourself said you would never?
the things that your brain screams stupid. Your rational mind cries to be heard. And you just ignore.
the things that you would slap yourself if you’re looking at yourself doing it right now.
the thing that if one of your friends did, you would go all the length to stop them. Or maybe you can’t. But you’d say “Damn, that’s stupid I hope you know.”
Those things. Stupid things.
you do just because.
and you wish it could be different.
and you don’t understand why it has to be this way.